A lot of readers have been inquiring about an update on Daisy of Love’s Daisy De LaHoya and London aka Joshua Lee. We all watched Daisy pick London on Daisy of Love’s finale, leaving Flex as the runner up.

Unfortunately for Daisy, she did not get the happy ending she was hoping for. Daisy blogged on 09/18/09 about her update with London, and painted a not so pretty story. According to Daisy, she and London are no longer together for many reasons. The main one being the fact that London got another girl pregnant. She also accuses London of only being with her for her fame, and using her to get his band more popular.

Daisy shockingly reveals that she did fall madly in love with London and tried very hard to make their relationship work.

UPDATE – Daisy has deleted her blog from her official myspace page as of 09/20/09. You can however read the entire blog below -

So I have waited quite some time to post this blog, mainly because I have to been trying to find the right words. Things got very complicated after the show stopped filming. In fact one might be able to say that the drama never ended. To be perfectly honest I never really set out to find love. How ever, I was open too it. But I mean, what ARE the chances of finding “actual” true love on a reality show? Well I find it very ironic that out of all the guys that were auditioned to be on my show…. they choose the one that I totally fell had over heels for.

I fell in love with Josh (London) the very first day I saw him, and I knew right then that he was “The one” Now some of you might think, well thats not fair to the other guys right? Right, but at the end of the day I still had to film an amazing TV show. And who knows, maybe someone else could have swept me off my feet. But they didn’t. In fact I mean this in the nicest way possible, but they never even came close.

When Josh left, it was VERY upsetting to me. Because I had strong, true, real feelings for him right away. People often ask, is there such a thing as love at first sight? Well my answer to them is yes. Love does not discriminant.. It has no law, and when you least expect it… thats when it hits you the hardest. When he left I was crushed!! And took it as though I was not good enough for this person. Im not sure what was going through his head at the time. In fact Im still not certain the reason as to why he left. But I do know that most people think that these shows are fake… Well in some cases they are. But funny enough not in this one.

I felt like everything was getting to Josh, The cameras, was it fake or real? And having to be in a house with 20 other dudes, isn’t exactly a picnic. So I had one of the talent wranglers slip him a note. It basically said that I understand how one could get mind fucked in this unique situation, but that I truly did like him a lot and if he wanted he could call me and wrote down my number. It turns out that supposedly he really liked me too. We stared texting back and forth. Now, contrary to popular belief, Rikki was not the one that conducted Josh’s coming back. It was me. We had talked over the phone about him coming back, because I thought it would make a great ending, and we both had really strong feelings about each other. I also wanted to help change and better his life. We had also talked about it maybe not being such a good idea, because again it would not be fair to the other guys. I insisted to the producers that this would be a brilliant idea, and assured them he was comfortable with this as well.

Several days went by, and I got very busy with filming, so I had not spoken with him. I knew the producers were very leary of him coming back. So I figured it was not gonna happen. Now, it is very true that Josh then had decided to write Rikki. I was unaware of this, and the producers were now “secretly” planning his come back with out my knowledge. Sneaky sneaky they are!! Yes it is very true that the day he came back, was a totally surprise and the rest is history!!

Now before I get into “The Big question” Ill answer this one first “Is there a reunion show? Was there a reunion show? Why hasn’t there been a reunion show?” The reasons why there has not been a reunion show are still a little unclear to me. But I do know that scheduling with other shows had a play in it. Mostly due to the fact that some of the cast members from my show where invited to do others and they obviously couldn’t be in two places at once. Money, could also be a factor. Typically the ratings are low on reunion shows, so the network isn’t willing to shell out money for it. But let me tell you that the missed out!! Cause I would have had the greatest reunion show ever!!!!!! You never know though.. there still could be one

Okay now on to the goods.. After the show had ended, I was very excited that I had found what I thought was “the man of my dreams.” And that we could have been the first “real” couple to actually be in love off of one of these shows. I had very high hopes. I flew Josh out for a few days.. since we were not allowed to let people see us in public we had to stay trapped in my apartment. I was totally scared that after these three days of take out food, movies and a lot of cigarettes… we would hate each other and that would be that!! But it proved to be quite the opposite.. at least for me. Those were for some odd reason the greatest three days with a guy I had ever spent. And just re affirmed to me that this guy could be my all. I remember thinking “wow, this guy is perfect for me.. this is way to good to be true”

Turns out… It was. What Im about to say is very delicate.. But apart of a real reality in my life now. After Josh flew back home.. I very shortly learned that he had a pregnant girlfriend!! I was devastated. Here I think Iv just scored big in love, found everything id been looking for in a guy, and that he felt the same about me… and it turns out he didn’t. Or at least in this case thats how it seems, right? I immediately wanted to call it off. I felt used, betrayed.. and once again not good enough. But he insisted that he was in love and that he would do anything to make it work.

Let me tell you the funny thing about love… you know when you see your best girlfriend, or bro.. and there boyfriend/girlfriend is a complete nightmare.. and they give into it all the time.. and your like”bro seriously.. lose that shit” Well when your “in love” you find yourself doing and acting in ways you never would think possible. All logic goes out the window. Why? Because love is irrational. Now some might say.. “well love, is not suppose to hurt… I say, then you’ve never truly been in love.. cause that shit hurts!!! Love is all, happy, joy, crazy, silly,… pain, sorrow.. love is all.. it makes you feel every emotion possible. And thats the beautiful thing about it.

So I believed what he was telling me… or at least I wanted to believe. The last five months for me have not been easy…. I have stood by this guy, in hopes that what he says is the truth. Why you might ask? because I love him. Sometimes I think I should “just let go” but then theres always something amazing that will happen between us that makes it hard. Nothing in life is easy, in fact anything worth fighting for is gonna be hard. And every love is different. Despite the fact the the supposed “man of my dreams” is now getting ready to have a baby with another woman(“isn’t it ironic?”)I still felt like I meet a great guy, talented, passionate, sweet. Just a complicated mess. As of now Im still standing by his side, in hopes that he is truthful and loyal to his words.. and we are taking it day by day. And yes THIS IS STILL AN ON DAY!!

Some of you might think.. well duh thats what you get you should of choose “Flex”. But I say, I went with what I wanted, and this was a show based on me finding love. And I did.

So will there be a season 2??? You’ll just have to stay tuned!!! But currently Im working on a few different projects, some movie roles, and Im getting ready to put out two new songs.. ROCKSTAR, and GLOW. So be on the look out!!

The 2nd runner up of VH1′s Daisy of Love is now speaking out about his time on the show in a new interview with VH1.  Reality show alum, David Amerman aka 12 Pack, talks about his heartbreak, feelings for Daisy and his alleged bromance with Flex.

A lot of people have also been wondering about the reunion show. Well as of today, it appears VH1 will not be taping a reunion show for either Daisy of Love or Charm School 3.  Not sure what their reason is but I think most fans, including me, would have loved to see a reunion for both shows.

Below are excerpts from his new interview -

How was your time on the show?

I always have fun when I do these shows, but his one by far beat the other two out. With I Love New York, I was competing for a girl I wasn’t really into. It was my first time, so I was a little nervous. With I Love Money, everyday you thought you might get eliminated. I really had to chill and not piss people off. On this show it was more or less just a free for all and I was actually into the chick, so it was really a good time.

Obviously, because this was your second time on a dating show, people questioned your motivation. Even Daisy did.

Oh yeah. I really wanted to be there for sure. Why would I have gone on another dating show if I wasn’t into the girl? It would have just been obvious I wasn’t into her. There’s plenty of television shows out there. I mean, I could have done I Love Money 3, or 2 or 4 or any of that stuff. But I really liked Daisy a lot. I felt like it was a good shot to go out and compete for a girl that I actually was into. I figured worse case scenario, I don’t get the girl in the end.

At what point did Daisy’s suspicions ease?

Maybe by the third episode, it kind of got to the point where I had answered her question already. I said, “If you don’t believe me and you want to send me home for that, go ahead. But if you want to see why I’m really here and give it a shot, let me stay.” And she went for option B. It’s cool because me and her are cool now, and whenever she’s in town she’ll give me a call, or if I hear something in the news about her I’ll make sure she’s still doing OK. So we’re cool.

You’re friends?

Absolutely.

What do you think about the way that everything ended on the show?

I would have liked to go the full distance to the finale, rather than just being left in the middle of the parking lot after being in Hawaii for a matter of hours. I didn’t even get to spend 24 hours there. We basically had one dinner date to plead out cases as to why we should stay. I really just got screwed. The weirdest part is the first time I saw Daisy, after all was said and done and everything was wrapped up, sure enough, we picked up right where we left off. She was like, “How have you been? You going to come back to my hotel and hang out?” And I was kind of like, “You had your chance. I mean we can be friends, but this isn’t Daisy of Love anymore. I don’t have to sit here and listen to everything you say anymore.”

So you don’t see any romantic future for you and Daisy, even though you have contact?

Who knows? I’ll be friends with the girl, but it’s not a matter of I’m going to go out and try to pursue her. I never, ever really pursue girls like that. I’m actually the one used to having a couple girls coming for me, more or less, trying to pick and choose the ones I like. That’s what I did at the beginning of the show. All of our private times at the beginning of the show, she came to me and said, “I want to talk to you privately.” I just kind of just did what I do, just kind of hung out.

You seemed really broken up after she eliminated you.

Nobody wants to leave there. You kind of just wanted to keep going. Even after all is said and done, you just want to keep going where you’re going. When I was with her, I felt like I was dating her. You don’t go on dates with someone almost every single day for a month, and then just all the sudden, it’s like, wow, you’re gone, and you don’t even talk to this person. It feels like you’re single again. I’ve put in all this time and effort again, and I thought we were making progress, and now I have to start all over again.

Is it fair to say you heartbroken?

You can say that. It’s not like you normally see me act that way. I don’t ever act that way. If a girl doesn’t want me then she doesn’t want me. But if I put in all this effort and I feel like she’s mine, it’s a little bit different.

Did you love her?

I really felt like there were times when I was in her room and I wanted to say it, but I knew she didn’t want to hear that. It was too soon, almost. But, I mean, think about it – if you’re in a relationship and you’ve been dating someone for a month, you’re almost at the point where you can say, “Hey, I love you,” and she can say, “Hey, I feel the same way.” But, I held it in. I didn’t want to say it.

Do you think Daisy’s going to last with London?

She really does like him. When I saw her after the show, she was talking to me about their problems. Apparently he was giving her a hard time. He really likes her and he does want to try to date her. I’ve talked to him about it and he said he would date her for sure. But I don’t think he’s a good boyfriend type of guy.

What did you think of the way they played up your bromance with Flex?

As far as the way they edit, making it a little gay, I laugh now, because I’ve already been through that. Them trying to bromance me and Flex, or whatever they do, it was funny, because clearly there were people in the house who certainly had some legitimate gay tendencies, and there were those who just find it funny.

What about Heather? Competing for the love of her on-air archrival seems like a slap in the face after your fling with her on I Love Money.

It really wasn’t intended to be that way. Heather was one of those things that when you’re in another country you hook up with her, and you think for a few days that maybe we liked each other. But even before Money ended, I was starting to say, “Nah, this was fun, but clearly, we’re going to go our separate ways after the show ends and that’s that.” I didn’t think much else of it. Heather thought pretty much because we were sort of together on the show that our private lives had to look that way and we had to act that way, and really, it was kind of weird. It was so much drama for no reason.

Any regrets from Daisy?

I guess the only regret I would say is not being able to plead my case towards the end, and not being able to seal the deal.

Daisy of Love’s TJ Markiewicz aka Flex was the final contestant to be eliminated from the show’s finale last night. Daisy De LaHoya chose rocker/heart breaker, London, whom she had earlier eliminated to be her “Daisy of Love.”

In a new interview with VH1, Flex talks about his time on the show, not being that into Daisy, plus his bromance with 12 Pack. Off topic, why is he wearing so much eyeliner in the above photo?

Below are some excerpts from his new interview -

You didn’t seem too broken up about not being chosen by Daisy.

I had feelings for her but I didn’t like her-like her like that. We didn’t have the connection that she had with London, so I knew we weren’t meant for each other.

Were you insincere when you said how much you liked her?

When you’re in the moment, you say how you feel, I guess. There was a lot of alcohol involved (laughs). She was the only girl in a house of 20 guys. I was sincere when I said I had feelings for her, and I thought she was a great girl. But toward the end, after she brought London back, it was just like, OK. Obviously we know who’s going to win because she had that extreme crush on him in the beginning. The show was over when he walked back through the door.

Is there anything to be said for you just playing the game?

Everybody wants to win, but for me it wasn’t a game. I went there seeing if we had a chance. She’s a cool chick. I had no baggage. I didn’t have a girlfriend or anything that would have dragged me down. Some of the other guys had kids or girlfriends or had been married and divorced, but not me. I was 22, I had a job, I was successful, so I basically wanted to try something new.

So, just to be sure, when you said, “I’m falling in love with you,” you just chalk that up to being in the moment?

Well…yeah. I knew that London and her would not make a good couple. It’s hard to explain because you know that someone isn’t right for her, and even though she doesn’t like you, you still don’t want her to make a bad decision. I knew I would be a better fit for her than London. I knew I could take care of her and not disrespect her like the way she’s been disrespected in the past.

So you don’t think it’ll last with London?

No, I don’t think it’s going to last at all. But I wish them the best.

What about your reputation as a hothead? Do you think that was a fair assessment?

If I’m fighting for a girl and I like her, I’m going to make sure she doesn’t get d***ed over by anybody else. The guys in the house had a lot of stuff they weren’t telling her, and it would just piss me off when they’d open their mouths and lie straight to her face. That’s why I got heated. There’s a lot of stuff people didn’t see that led to why I was so heated in the first place. It doesn’t just come out of nowhere.

Did you get along with most of the guys?

I got along with some of them. I liked Big Rig and 12 Pack. Fox, too. Cage was a good dude. He burned me, but I still like him. We were just both drunk, whatever. I hated everybody else. I hated Chi Chi to death. I wanted to stab him in the face.

Why?

He was such a fag. He was just so gay. I thought he was just putting on a front because he was on the show, like, “I’m a big teddy bear sweetheart stalker,” but then I hung out with him after the show and I realized that he’s always like that. We went to McDonalds and he’s like, “Can I pretty please get a double cheeseburger please?” And I was like, “Dude, you just said ‘please’ twice, and one of those times you said, ‘pretty please,’ to the people at McDonalds.”

So you don’t like him because he’s gay? Are you anti-gay?

No, not at all. I have a lot of gay friends. I have ADHD, so when I say “fag,” I don’t mean gay. I just say “fag” like people say “fag” like it’s another name. When I call one of my friends “fag,” I don’t call them that because they’re gay.

What led you to go on the show in the first place?

I have no idea. They found me on MySpace and said if I was interested, I should send them a paragraph on why I thought I was good enough for Daisy. I thought it was a huge joke, so I sent them one sentence: “I think I’m perfect for Daisy because she needs a real man like me and Bret Michaels is an idiot for not picking her.” That was it, no thank you or anything. They thought it was hysterical.

Had you watched Rock of Love?

No, I had to Google Daisy to see what she looked like. Honestly, she wasn’t my type and I wasn’t her type at all, by any means.

So you weren’t attracted to her at all?

I was attracted to her personality, but not physically. I’m not really into fake: fake boobs, fake lips, fake everything. But she was a really sweet girl. When we talked on and off camera, she had intelligent things to say. We talked about her past, and when you do that with somebody, you start to develop feelings for them. I looked at the inside beauty that she had more than her outer beauty. Yeah, she’s a pretty girl, but she’s a great girl on the inside.

Is her inner beauty why you stuck around?

Yeah. I was ready to leave a couple of times.

Were you worried about what was going to happen if Daisy picked you, since you weren’t into her?

Yeah. I would have been a better choice, but I don’t know how I would have did it. We live two different lifestyles. She’s a rock star girl that wants to go out and party and play in a band and do appearances for her whole life, and I’m more a guy who wants a job so that I know I have money coming in all the time, instead of worrying about my next appearance. I just want to set myself up for my future and have a family. She didn’t seem like she cared about that stuff at all.

The finale sort of implies that you had sex on your last date.

We did not have sex. Put that in big bold letters. Daisy is not as much of a whore as people think she is. I never had sex with her. None of the guys in the house did. I’m assuming London has because she’s dating her. That last night, we just ate chocolates and talked about her past and then went to sleep.

What do you think about the way your “bromance” was portrayed?

I don’t care. Me and 12 Pack do have a bromance, I don’t give a f***. I have a girlfriend, I’m heterosexual, but that kid will be one of my greatest friends and I met him on a reality TV show. If we could do a show together, I think we would put a lot of smiles on a lot of people’s faces.

How long have you been with your girlfriend?

We started dating about a month ago. She was on a reality show, too: The Girls of Hedsor Hall on MTV. Her name is Brianna.

Are you enjoying the “fame” that comes with reality TV?

When you’re a reality star, it’s not like you’re a movie star. People will be like, “Holy crap, you were on a reality show!” It’s like, yeah. I’m just a normal dude. I was a gym manager. I woke up, went to work, came home and partied with my friends just like everyone else does. People have said, “You’re a god!” I appreciate my fans 100 percent, they’re so sweet and s*** like that, but I’m just a normal guy who made it on VH1.

Branden Mathena aka Chi chi from Daisy of Love is talking about his time and dismissal from show. In this new interview with VH1, Chi chi remains positive when talking about his friendship with Sinister, his feelings towards Daisy and being called “creepy” by others.

How was the show for you?

It was fun. It was the best time of my life. I loved it.

Daisy was afraid that keeping you and Sinister on the show together was driving a stake through your friendship. Did you two reconcile?

Yeah, right away. We’re best friends. We live together. We’ve been best friends for years. We’ve lived together for a while.

Nothing that he said ever took a toll on your friendship?

No, he never really upset me. I respect him for his opinion. I know he’s my best friend, so we’re just honest with each other. All you can do is be honest. You can’t help the way you feel inside. When I watch the show – we watch it together every Sunday – it’s like he’s throwing me under the bus and making fun of me and stuff, and I’m like, “Wow, dude.” ‘Cause I would never say nothing bad about anybody so I’m just like, “Wow, that’s just gonna make you look bad, idiot.”

It’s funny that you came off as one of the most sensitive guys on the show, yet unlike so many of the others, you didn’t really cry after you were eliminated.

Yeah, I wasn’t crying in the bathroom either, they edit that stuff. But yeah, I was just happy for Daisy, and I respect her decision. Like I said before: you can’t help the way you feel inside, and if you’re honest, people shouldn’t judge you. I just want the best for her. I just want her to be happy.

Was there any sense of disappointment at all?

Rejection hurt. It sucked. No one wants to be rejected, you know? There’s all these guys, and I’m like, the fifth best guy? It sucked like being in the house and liking her and she’s showing attention to everybody else. It feels like a waste of time. I would never do that in real life.

What do you think about your reputation as a brown-noser in the house?

I come off like that because somebody will say something negative to me, and I’m just gonna come back with something positive. Because you have this aura, and when you’re negative, bad stuff just feeds back and forth and it’s bad. Negativity is bad, and nothing good can come out of it.

Was that hard to deal with at all? It seems like you have to be a really big person to always turn the other cheek, especially with reality TV drama.

No, not at all. I’m just thankful that I’m sitting here on the phone with you talking, and I’m alive and healthy. I mean, what is better than that? I could die tomorrow, bro. it’s the best time of my life, right now.

Daisy called you creepy. What do you think of that?

I was a little intoxicated and I wanted her to show me attention and she wasn’t. I was getting eliminated that night. I could tell three days before it. I was just craving her attention, that’s all. Maybe I am creepy. I don’t care.

When you camped outside of Daisy’s room, did you hear anything X-rated going on between her and 12 Pack?

Oh, I couldn’t hear nothing. It wasn’t bad or nothing. I just wanted to see her. I just wanted to hold her and talk to her. And if we didn’t have a connection I was gonna be like, “Fine, I’m bouncin’!” I even broke out of the house once, and they all had to chase me down.

What happened?

I broke out of the bathroom window and left. I got intoxicated again, and Daisy was showing attention to all these guys so I just broke out and left.

You just wanted to leave the show?

Yeah. And then I was watching the show the other day, about the dune buggy thing. I used to be a semi-truck driver, and I had dune buggies and bikes all my life. Like, that was me. I rocked that s***. I was doing the jumps. Flex stalled like five times and they had to rescue him. He didn’t know how to drive the thing. And they edited it like it was me to make him look cool. Haha, I was like, “Whatever.”

You were the only one who was nice to London upon his return.

Yea, ’cause she liked him. You got to respect whatever decision she makes because it’s her house and we’re here for her, and for her to be happy. And if she likes him, I like him too. He’s cool. Cool guy.

Jeremiah Riggs aka Big Rig, was the latest contestant to be eliminated from Daisy of Love. The MMA fighter discusses his elimination, his thoughts on Daisy’s reaction to his son, his missing teeth and his new girlfriend (Marcia from Rock of Love Bus & Charm School 3) in his new interview with VH1.

Below are excerpts from this interview -

It seemed like you were really upset after being eliminated.

Yeah, I was. I ain’t gonna lie to you. It sucked, you know? I don’t really know how to explain it. I guess when you know you’re the better person, don’t no one like to just necessarily lose. I sure as f*** don’t.

Was it just a matter of losing the game, or were you upset at all about not being able to get closer to Daisy?

For the time given and spent, yeah. What can you say when you got 20 other people and you’re all trying to get her attention? You only have so much time anyways and you have to make the best of it. I believe I did that by all means. It’s just, you know…she’s gonna do what she wants to do.

It did seem that you were really into her. You said you were falling in love with her.

I was. It was real and everything. She’s a cool girl. I liked her, just the presence of her and everything. Just a really good vibe. When you’re feeling good things, why not express the way you feel?

What did you think about her reaction to you giving her the picture of your son?

Not saying that it was a bad reaction, but she’s got to understand that I’m a package deal. And I do it the same with any other girl. I got to let them know that I come with more than just a bang.

It did seem she was a little bit less gracious than she could have been.

Oh yeah, it was kind of a nasty thing. I mean, she almost came across as a bitch, if you really want to know the truth. The comment she made like, “Oh, it kind of creeped me out,” had me thinking, “Well, the creepy thing is the fact that you can’t accept real life.” I let her know about my son up front, and if she couldn’t deal with that she should have sent my ass home a long time ago. When I gave her the picture it was really a security thing, I guess, just saying, “This is my little man. Take a good look at it, because looking down the road, if I’m what you’re looking for, this is something you’re gonna have to put up with.” It was nothing like, “Hey this is my kid. I hope he wins me your heart.” I mean f*** that, I can do that myself.

What are your feelings for Daisy today? Do you have any resentment for her?

Man, I mean, I think she’s a cool ass chick. I’m not like, “Aw, that f***ing bitch did me wrong.” It sucks I didn’t get to know her a little bit more. But I’m not gonna sit her and talk s*** about her and say I resent her. That would be stupid. I wish her the best, dude. No doubt about that.

Why did you get so mad about the Fox thing?

It seemed like if you lied to her, and then you tell the truth after she busts you in a lie, you’re good. But damn it, if you tell her the f***ing truth, then it’s almost like that’s the wrong way of doing it. Hell, maybe I should have f***ing lied to her, and then later on, been like, “Yeah, I got a kid.” Maybe then she’d have been like, “Oh, he’s just a scum bag. I like that.” You’re sitting there trying to have date with her, and then all of a sudden it gets ruined by Fox and I’m just like, “F*** this.” I mean, you can’t touch nobody so I might as well break something.

I was surprised to find out via an extra that you are missing your front teeth.

A lot of people think that’s funny. I have had them gone for two or three years. A lot of people think it happened in one of my MMA fights, but it actually happened in a street fight. There were seven or eight other guys against me and a best friend, and one had gotten a hold of a pipe or something, and went to swinging and hit me across the mouth with it. And hell, it never hurt me. It just messed one of them up, but then later on, after fighting and s*** like that, it broke again, and they just started cracking off. So I just had them pulled, man, I was like, “F*** it. This is kind of my calling. Ain’t no need in getting them fixed.” It’s very entertaining. The kids love it.

Speaking of doing different things, I heard that you and Marcia (of Rock of Love Bus and Charm School) are dating. Is that true?

Yeah.

Did you just come to meet her from appearances or whatever?

Yeah, we just kind of met and we really just started talking. It’s just one of those things that you see how it goes from there. Not everything’s set in stone, you know. She is quite a handful. I’m serious dude, you just don’t even know half of it. She is a handful.

Do you regret being so vulnerable and crying on screen?

Hell no. That’s real s***. You got two options: be who you are or be someone that you ain’t. And I’m just gonna be who I am. And I’m gonna be on top. And that’s number one baby. It’s all about being on top.

Fox aka Daniel Alfonso was eliminated from VH1′s Daisy of Love last Sunday. Fox’s elimination came due to the fact that he had a girlfriend, and lied about having the girlfriend. In this new interview with VH1, Fox talks about his feelings for Daisy, and his regrets about lying.

Below are excerpts from the interview -

How was your time on the show?

It was a bittersweet experience. I was excited to be on the show. Watching Rock of Love in the beginning, you know, seeing Daisy, I just thought I could relate to her. I couldn’t wait to meet her ’cause there would be fireworks.

It must have been flattering to being named Fox on account being good-looking.

I assumed it was because I was quick and sly. Maybe she liked my fox tail.

Sure. Was there anything about the way that that played out on TV that we didn’t get to see?

Relationships are never black and white. By the end of the day, she wasn’t the one for me. I had to do what I had to do. I met Daisy before Daisy of Love at a club in San Jose. I went to that club specifically for her. And right when I made eye contact with her, I hung out for a little moment and I locked lips with her and I felt the spark and that’s when I knew I wanted to fight for her love.

Did she remember you once she saw you on the show?

Yes, she did. I’m pretty sure she did.

Were you worried about the physical threat of having the whole house turn against you?

To be honest with you, I was really f***ing belligerently drunk. I was hammered at that time. I was numb. My brain was Jell-O. But if I was sober in that situation I definitely would have handled it differently.

What would you have done?

I would have defended myself a little bit more.

Obviously, the worst-case scenario happened: you were found out. Did you think you’d really get away with lying so much about your situation?

I could have got away with it if I wasn’t so hammered. You know, I’m not with her. I do not have a girlfriend. I’m looking for love right now. I mean, I was living with her at the time, and that’s what brought me down.

You talked about doing hair a lot. Is that a badge of pride that you wear? Is it something that you talk about a lot?

That was definitely editing. But, I mean it’s just something I’ve done for the past nine years, and I was just very blessed working in an industry that I loved doing day in and day out. And you know, that’s pretty much it. I’m very fortunate to have a job that I love doing.

You seem relatively high maintenance when it comes to your appearance. Do you think it’s fair to say that?

You know, looks are everything when you do hair. I love making people feel good and looking good, and that’s my job and that’s what I do.

Do you usually wear blush when you aren’t on TV?

That wasn’t blush. That was actually a bronzer.

Were you sad about not being in the running for Daisy’s heart anymore? Did it take any kind of emotional toll?

I was. I was sad, knowing the fact that I couldn’t, you know, get any closer. And uh, you know, come closer to the runnings.

What about the guys? Did you bond with any of them?

I made some cool friends on the show, and I hope they feel the same way about me. I’m actually kind of still blurry from 12 Pack spraying me in the eyes with that cologne. You get a bunch of alpha males in that one household with that one hot chick, there’s gonna be some f***ing drama, hands down. And you know, as it’s process of elimination, and it get smaller and smaller, it starts getting negative and drama starts to happen.

In the show-and-tell episode when you gave Daisy something and it was never revealed what you gave her? What was that?

Um, it was actually a banana…that vibrated. If there was anyone that could pull that off, it was Fox, hands down. I mean if someone else tried it, they would have been f***ing kicked out. For sure.

Did you end up getting any of that naughty alone time with her as the show went on?

Oh, of course. Yeah.

I don’t know if it was part of the drunkenness, but can you shed any light on what you meant by “times are endless?”

Oh f***. I was just rambling and rambling, ’cause I was so hammered. I was belligerent. I like really do not like watching this last episode. I didn’t like how I looked when I had to make my last appearance. You know, ’cause everything I was saying didn’t make sense and then you hear “Fox, Fox.” And then you hear the music in the background.

What did you think of that theme song? It must be kind of flattering to have theme song, right?

Yea, I was totally flattered to get the theme song. Uh, right when I first heard that theme song, I got goose bumps. I was like, “Oh my god, this is hilarious.” I was actually waiting for someone else on the cast to get a theme song as well. I was just fortunate to have my own theme song and me being the only character in the cast to have that song.

How do you feel about your portrayal overall?

I felt that people think that I’m the self-centered, conceited, cocky guy, when, in all honesty, I’m a really cool, down-to-earth person. It seems like I’m like this, drunk, dumb, stylish, hairstylist guy. I mean, being known as a douche bag, is not cool.

Do you watch yourself and laugh?

Yes, I do. It’s hilarious. But when I saw the last episode, I actually cringed. With the whole drunkenness, and lookin’ all drunk. I don’t want people to think that’s how my personality is…sober. I want to set that record straight, first and foremost. Some people were saying “Was he high on weed?” “Was he smoking marijuana?” “Does he really talk like that?” No. I was hammered. I just want to let people know that I was binge drinking on that show.

The last episode of VH1′s Daisy of Love ended with London aka Joshua Lee throwing in the towel, and leaving Daisy in tears. In a new interview with VH1, London talks about the reason he quit, his feelings for Daisy and answers on whether or not he regrets leaving the show. Below are excerpts from this interview -

During your exit interview, you said that you were 95 percent sure that leaving the show was the right thing to do. Looking at it now, did you make the right call?

Even now it’s hard to say. I won’t know that for a while. It’s still kinda fresh. I think it was the right call, but I definitely have some regrets.

What was the main factor that led you to your decision? Was it Daisy walking away as you were talking to her about your domestic situation?

Well, here’s the thing. That didn’t go down the way you saw it on TV. The show made it look like I was homeless. I moved down to Pennsylvania to take care of my dad’s bills and stuff, to help him out financially because he was in a bad spot. He had a really bad back, and they put him on pain pills. He got a addicted to pain pills because he was on them for so long, so he went to rehab to get off them. We had some problems, some stupid stuff happened and he decided to kick me out. I wasn’t homeless, I had places to stay and I was moving back to New York, anyway, because that’s where I was before I went to live with my dad. It wasn’t that I was homeless, I was just couch surfing because I had a week between getting kicked out of my dad’s house and going on the show. No big deal. It’s not how they made it look. So, we get in the limo after the date and Daisy says she’s cold, so I said, “Wear my jacket.” She says, “Ew, this smells like smoke! Gross!” OK, you smoke, too, Daisy. This is after she’s already given me an attitude. She’s like, “No! I’m gonna wear it!” She finally finds this sweater she was looking for, and she takes this girly sweater, throws it at me and says, “Here. You can wear that.” I was like, “F*** that.” That’s when I got pissed off. It’s like, if I do something stupid like pass out from drinking too much on national TV, I deserve to be the butt of a joke. But if I’m doing something nice, don’t try to make me a joke. I don’t care if it’s your show and we’re all here for you, if you’re going to make a joke out of me, I’m going to defend myself. I’m gonna say, “Screw this. It’s stupid.” There are plenty of things to make fun of me for besides offering you my jacket when I’m cold. That’s when I said, “This is bulls***, I want to go home.” I’m not going to let someone try to turn me into a chump.

So basically it came down to your feelings for Daisy not being strong enough to run the risk of looking like a chump on TV?

Kind of. It’s less about looking like a chump. It’s more like…it’s a TV show. It’s like if you go to a strip club and the stripper is telling you how much she likes you and if you fall for that and spend all your money, you’re an idiot. I just figured I’m not going to be a joke. I’m not going to sit there and be part of a TV show. I like to be real. If I can’t be myself, I get really weird, I flip out and I just want to get away.

What did you think of how destroyed she was by your decision?

I didn’t see any of that at the time, but watching it on TV made me sad. There was a connection between us and watching it made wonder if it was a bad decision to leave.

What about the alcohol thing? Do you have a handle on your drinking?

The thing about the first episode is I have an ear disease called Ménière’s. Sometimes my inner ear fills up with fluid and I hear distortion in my left ear when I sing. One of the symptoms of that is vertigo. I’d been having a problem with that after flying out to L.A., with the change in pressure and the stress and everything. I was drunk the first night, but that kinda kicked in and then it was over for me. I couldn’t stop spinning. It bothered me for the next few days in the house, too. I don’t drink that much. I tend to drink socially and being in the house was one big social experiment. I was drinking socially from morning till night, but when I’m not in that house, I’m not being social so I don’t always drink.

In all, was this a good experience for you?

It was probably one of the coolest things I’ve done in my life. But I don’t know if I would do it again, right now I’m glad I’m back in New York, playing with my band and working on my music.

The show VH1 has been buzzing about for what seems like forever, Daisy of Love is finally set to premier tonight at 9:oopm Eastern time.

You can see the official cast photos here, and other random photos of the cast here. I have no spoilers, but I’m thinking Fox and Big Rig will go pretty far judging from the previews.

Who’s your favorite to win Daisy’s heart?

The Supertrailer of VH1′s Daisy of Love is here! The Show premiers Sunday, April 26 at 9/8c. This is bound to be a very interesting season! Below is the cast photo.

VH1′s Daisy of Love does not premier until April 26th. Above is the official photo of the cast, and below are more random photos of the guys.

Who is your favorite to win it all?