Nicole Kidman‘s divorce from Keith Urban has her keeping her head up and carrying on, but it might not be that way for long. The actor filed for divorce from her husband of nearly two decades in late September, and made some public appearances afterward. Now, a source claimed that Kidman has yet to process their split and has been struggling behind her smile, but outbursts won’t be pretty when she comes to terms with it.
Nicole Kidman is operating on autopilot amid Keith Urban, says a source
Star exclusively learned that Nicole Kidman and Keith Urban’s divorce has been taking a heavier toll on her than what’s visible. She is reportedly struggling behind all the smiles, feeling lost, and carrying far more intense grief than she lets on. A source claimed that Kidman has been “doing brilliantly,” being a “total pro throughout this,” and prioritizing staying “strong” without crumbling “for the sake of her daughters, as well as herself.”
However, it’s one thing to talk and a completely different thing to execute. The insider continued how Urban was “the love of her life,” and it won’t be as easy as just turning “those feelings off like a tap.” The Oscar winner has seemingly been operating on “auto pilot,” squeezing too much into her schedule, and staying close to those friends who are on standby and waiting for her word “to set her up for some fun.”
It might seem like Kidman has been holding it all together quite well amid her divorce from Urban, but that couldn’t be far from the truth. The source feels that “the dam has to burst at some point soon,” and it won’t be a pretty sight. Moreover, they revealed that the “Babygirl” star has been holding on to a great deal of “resentment and heartache” that would “inevitably” surface sooner rather than later.
Kidman filed for divorce from the country crooner on September 30, after months-long speculation that their marriage was starting to show cracks. Recently, there have also been rumors about infidelity and what might have caused them to separate.
