Reality star and former Playboy Playmate Kendra Wilkinson is revealing her struggle with depression after giving birth to her first child just three months ago.
Kendra, 24, who’s new season of her E! reality show Kendra is set to premier on March 14, opened up to OK magazine up about her post-baby blues.
“After giving birth, I never brushed my hair, my teeth, or took a shower. I looked in the mirror one day and was really depressed. I thought, “Look at me!” I had this glamorous life in L.A., and now [in Indianapolis] I didn’t,” shares the former party girl.
When asked just how bad things got, Kendra revealed — “A couple of times, I even said, “I just have nothing to live for.””
A lot of Kendra’s struggles also stems from her post-baby body. The photo above was taken March 5th. Kendra, perhaps being too hard on herself, feels guilty for not looking like she did before the pregnancy.
“I had my friends over, and it was bad timing,” Kendra tells UsWeekly. “They were really hot and had really nice bodies,” she says of her visitors, which included former Girls Next Door costar Holly Madison and Playboy model Tiffany Fallon.
“I was just hoping Hank didn’t look at them! Having a different body was such a culture shock. I’m so used to being hot and fit.”
A photo of Kendra with her new born is below -